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How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me
It's like a book elegantly bound, but in a language that you can't read - just yet
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart
There are days when outside your window, I see my reflection as I slowly pass
And I long for this mirrored perspective, when we'll be lovers, lovers at last
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart
I will possess your heart
You reject my advances and desperate pleas
I won't let you, let me down so easily, so easily
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart
I will possess your heart
hmmm where the fuck to begin. i havent wrote anything in almost a month. wow.
im in this mood where i want to stay high and not come down.
i need some serious uppers or something. i am hating life right now.
i fucking hate people. i am tired of being let down.
i am scared of being hurt again. so im not going there again.
i started opening up again and i cant do it. im done.
me and tristan arent talking hardly anymore and that hurts.
but he wasnt on the same page i was. i need security. i need trust.
tawon and me still talk sometimes but its hard. i dont want to.
me and matt are dating i guess i dont know..
i cant trust. i wont go that far again.
i hate talking about feelings.
friends i was extremely close to, im hardly talking to.
and when i do its not the same..
it feels strained and wrong.
im glad i have shannon in my life otherwise id be nuts.
'sick + sick= sicker' lol
ill problyy write more later. icant right now.
It's like a book elegantly bound, but in a language that you can't read - just yet
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart
There are days when outside your window, I see my reflection as I slowly pass
And I long for this mirrored perspective, when we'll be lovers, lovers at last
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart
I will possess your heart
You reject my advances and desperate pleas
I won't let you, let me down so easily, so easily
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart
I will possess your heart
hmmm where the fuck to begin. i havent wrote anything in almost a month. wow.
im in this mood where i want to stay high and not come down.
i need some serious uppers or something. i am hating life right now.
i fucking hate people. i am tired of being let down.
i am scared of being hurt again. so im not going there again.
i started opening up again and i cant do it. im done.
me and tristan arent talking hardly anymore and that hurts.
but he wasnt on the same page i was. i need security. i need trust.
tawon and me still talk sometimes but its hard. i dont want to.
me and matt are dating i guess i dont know..
i cant trust. i wont go that far again.
i hate talking about feelings.
friends i was extremely close to, im hardly talking to.
and when i do its not the same..
it feels strained and wrong.
im glad i have shannon in my life otherwise id be nuts.
'sick + sick= sicker' lol
ill problyy write more later. icant right now.