Ugh
I lost my camera at a banquet with less than 30 girls. I think someone took it. I'm going to be nice and assume it was by accident, but no one has admitted to it yet. It could have also been accidentally thrown away, but people only threw away their plates and cups, and three people stayed behind to clean the rest. There wasn't really enough craziness to mistake a three pound camera as a plate or a cup and throw it away. That's frustrating...Ugh.
Also, I'm going to be abstinent. That's right. I've given it a lot of time and thought, and I figure, if I'm soo stupid that I fall for guys' games all the damn time, I should just stay away from the situation entirely. I want a relationship to be based on a solid foundation. I also want to date a guy that's respectful and understanding -- something I have yet to find (Well, I did find it, but I also require that all guys be mentally sane, and this one was not.). I'm soo sick of guys lying and deceiving me and using and abusing me. So sick, in fact, I'm not even interested in IT anymore. I'm done being nice and easily manipulated.
Did I mention I've had hardcore insomnia the past week because my subconscious is super stressed about the future? Yeah, it's killing me, since I have a final Thursday...I HAVE to study, but being so exhausted, I'm not motivated to do ANYTHING. I just lounge around staring at the wall blankly...Basically being a zombie.
Also, I'm going to be abstinent. That's right. I've given it a lot of time and thought, and I figure, if I'm soo stupid that I fall for guys' games all the damn time, I should just stay away from the situation entirely. I want a relationship to be based on a solid foundation. I also want to date a guy that's respectful and understanding -- something I have yet to find (Well, I did find it, but I also require that all guys be mentally sane, and this one was not.). I'm soo sick of guys lying and deceiving me and using and abusing me. So sick, in fact, I'm not even interested in IT anymore. I'm done being nice and easily manipulated.
Did I mention I've had hardcore insomnia the past week because my subconscious is super stressed about the future? Yeah, it's killing me, since I have a final Thursday...I HAVE to study, but being so exhausted, I'm not motivated to do ANYTHING. I just lounge around staring at the wall blankly...Basically being a zombie.