Jun 07, 2009 04:56
that really sad cover of "somewhere over the rainbow" is playing.
its' 4:57 am
i'm alone in my apartment
sitting at my computer
i'm pulling our hair extensions slowly from my hair and sitting them neatly next to my lap top.
i'm drinking a glass of last night's chuck, because the sun is rising and i still can't sleep.
i'm home from an after party of an after party of an afterparty.
i'm socially exhausted and yet still not fuflilled. no great connections made tonight.
i'm in a super soft chenile white and blue tommy hilfigure bathrobe.
i'm listening to my damien rice pandora station.
the sun is probably coming up and i'm a little scared to look outside.
i hate sunrises. hate when is ee this side of them.
it always feels like ... a sense of a super horrible day to follow. hungover, wrecked,. awful.
i'm going to attempt sleep. but... fuck it.
she's only happy in the sun anyway.