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i walked home from work tonight. it was so wonderful outside, the perfect temperature and perfect amount of wind. i was thinking a lot and i realized how much i love taking walks by myself. but it does suck being interrupted in my thoughts when some douche-bag boyman decides to honk at me.
i've decided that i am going to have a 2 ounce wheat grass shot everytime i work. nothing else. those apple cinnamon pretzel's are going to screw me over.
i'm exausted. i get a break from work tomorrow which is a nice thing after 5 days working hours that i am just now getting used too. i'm going to see maddie tomorrow, i hope. today i wanted to just skip work, go to your house and crawl into bed with you. i think i will do that next week. and i will see brittny next week. oh i am excited.
i have been thinking about a certain thing lately. i really think that i am losing my interest in relationships with boys all together, not quite the attraction since that you cannot help, but the thought of being with a boy again. yes i have been bi for quite some time now but it seems to intensify everyday. i know this wonderful girl who i have yet to meet. her name is vivian, and our communication has been going on for a long time now and sooner or later you will see pictures of her and i on this journal. it feels like i do already know her, but she just moved away. she is such an amazing and real person. until then i will have to be patient. until then i have the most wonderful cuddle partner that i will ever need, and yes, he is a boy. so as of now, i'm sorry to any males, you are just outta luck with this girl.
NEW america's next top model starts in the fall. i am watching the re-runs of the first series every tuesday and i can't wait for the new season. they should have a mini-model one so i can try out :)
i've decided that i am going to have a 2 ounce wheat grass shot everytime i work. nothing else. those apple cinnamon pretzel's are going to screw me over.
i'm exausted. i get a break from work tomorrow which is a nice thing after 5 days working hours that i am just now getting used too. i'm going to see maddie tomorrow, i hope. today i wanted to just skip work, go to your house and crawl into bed with you. i think i will do that next week. and i will see brittny next week. oh i am excited.
i have been thinking about a certain thing lately. i really think that i am losing my interest in relationships with boys all together, not quite the attraction since that you cannot help, but the thought of being with a boy again. yes i have been bi for quite some time now but it seems to intensify everyday. i know this wonderful girl who i have yet to meet. her name is vivian, and our communication has been going on for a long time now and sooner or later you will see pictures of her and i on this journal. it feels like i do already know her, but she just moved away. she is such an amazing and real person. until then i will have to be patient. until then i have the most wonderful cuddle partner that i will ever need, and yes, he is a boy. so as of now, i'm sorry to any males, you are just outta luck with this girl.
NEW america's next top model starts in the fall. i am watching the re-runs of the first series every tuesday and i can't wait for the new season. they should have a mini-model one so i can try out :)