Mar 09, 2004 12:49
i`m freakin freezinq.
it`s like neqative forty in here .. outside it`s worse. my tummy hurts and i fear it will not feel better until i smoke aqain. my chill bumps have chill bumps ;(
ok .. i don`t have any idea what is qoinq on today. hopefully somethinq cuz last niqht was borinq. OMG i just remembered. me + my sister and dustin are kickin it with hot derron. yeah boy .. i almost forqot!!
woo .. furthermore .. i wanted to qo out to river road last niqht .. but jackie was with princeton + he`s really just not my favorite quy in the world. he used to hook me up fat + was so nice to me .. but since i basically shut him down whenever he`d try to feel on me .. i quess he finally ain`t fuckin with me no more. but i don`t care cuz there are much finer lookin men in this town that sell. i can just qet it from them. like billy. he`s hot + he`ll hook me up nice. word up to that. fucka princeton.
i don`t know what else to type about .. except ramblinq .. but i`m a qreat rambler, so i quess i could try that out for a little bit.
justin and i have been talkinq. it`s almost weird to be talkinq to him aqain .. we`ve been throuqh a lot. and i don`t know it seems like every time, i find myself back where i started with him. like a naive schoolqirl crush or somethinq. he`s just a very special person, and i think that maybe he just doesn`t realize how much potential and how much talent he possesses. but i won`t sit here and hype him up too much. he miqht be readinq this. but seriously .. it`s like .. when you love someone .. and then thinqs don`t work .. but your feelinqz never really fully qo away .. and then you beqin to talk to them aqain .. it`s like an avalanche of feelinqs rushinq at me .. and it`s a little bit scary .. but it`s exhiliratinq too .. uh qod let me quit. the queen of over analyze-AYSHUN is killin shit aqain. lemme stop.
ahhhhhh i kill shit.
i kill shit d00d
<33 krizten
p.s. i miss jessica anne ;(