Evolution of Ashley

Sep 15, 2010 18:41

I stole this from Louisa.



I feel like it needs an explanation:

Age 10 - I was always sad because I was being abused every day at home. My favorite place to be was school so I could be away from the abuse at home. Those are bruises on my arm and legs. I always wore these tight black biker shorts with looney tunes on the leg...haha. I looked horrible in them, but we were very poor, so I always wore hand-me-downs and mis-matched clothes.

Age 13 - My best friend was murdered that year, so I was extremely depressed. I never smiled. I listened to Marilyn Manson constantly. I was slowly starting to inch my way into the goth scene. I had just gotten my first piercing - my eyebrow.

Age 16 - I was deep into the goth scene at that time. I ALWAYS wore black. I was more angry than depressed now. I would lash out a lot about stuff. My temper was pretty uncontrollable. I had 2 piercings at that time. I had gotten my tongue pierced at age 15.

Current self - I'm not as depressed or angry as I used to be, but I still have a bad temper. I've dealt with a lot of things in my past, so now I'm a lot happier than I was. I don't consider the way I dress to be an accurate representation of my style most of the time. I never spend money on myself, so I tend to just wear whatever someone else has bought me. I truly would love to still be dressing in goth type clothing, but I can't really afford it. I still try to wear all black whenever possible. I feel uncomfortable in anything else. Oh well, most of the time I'm naked at home anyway...haha.

P.S. One thing that I've learned from this is that I really need a new hair style! Haha. I have had the same one FOREVER! Any ideas?

Edit:

Make your own!


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