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im so broken
its kills to kno that you have lost someone and they think that they did the right thing.
not even close you fucking ass hole. im just so hurt right now. all i want is for someone to tell me that they love me. and actually mean it. i want for someone to actually hold me and have it mean something 2 days later. i don't want someone to come up to me and say "hay bitch u were just a booty call" yea. and some people no how i feel. no i don't think so. it hurts just so much.
there really is no reason to living if im always gunna get hurt like this.
i feel like nothing
i feel like i could die
i feel dead
i hate wasting my time crying over things that don't mean anything to anyone.
i hate wasting time just living in a life where nothin new happens.. where i have my heart set one minute then the next minute it gets dropped.
Someone please tell me what i did wrong. if i deserved it or not. i just need to kno. its killing me. and its not ok.
its kills to kno that you have lost someone and they think that they did the right thing.
not even close you fucking ass hole. im just so hurt right now. all i want is for someone to tell me that they love me. and actually mean it. i want for someone to actually hold me and have it mean something 2 days later. i don't want someone to come up to me and say "hay bitch u were just a booty call" yea. and some people no how i feel. no i don't think so. it hurts just so much.
there really is no reason to living if im always gunna get hurt like this.
i feel like nothing
i feel like i could die
i feel dead
i hate wasting my time crying over things that don't mean anything to anyone.
i hate wasting time just living in a life where nothin new happens.. where i have my heart set one minute then the next minute it gets dropped.
Someone please tell me what i did wrong. if i deserved it or not. i just need to kno. its killing me. and its not ok.