Mar 22, 2005 00:45
hey guys wutup? well alot of interesting things have happend between yeturday n today =/ i dunno wha to do... i knoe many wont approve of but w.e i dont care this is between me n jimmy =/ n i feel really bad right now o man u have no idea ok i first of all dam sure aint typing it up here so it can go around to jimmy n i wont put it as friends either b.c i knoe there ppl out there jus here to listen to the drama lol so lets jus say i need to make my decision quick n i knoe wha it is but jus when will i make it is the question lol i love jimmy so much i jus need sumthign new in my life n i dont mean another guy i mean sumthing exciting sumthing different.. sumthign new!!! n i think ive found it but it only benefits me not jimmy =( but its ok itll all be over with in a few days i tol petri to give me 3 days n ill have "it" all in my hand lol watch lol... on another note lets jus say guys are really tempting =( n can be mean =( n sumtimes i wish i wasnt with jimmy so i could tempt them back lol no not really i dunno im lost confused n jus i dunno i wana cry o man i feel so mixed up.. w.e on tuesday its me n jimmy's 10 month anniversary =) o man im so happy =) i cant believe it a year is almost here =) my babe is leaving to orlando on wed n doesnt come back till fri =/ which is gonna make shyt really hard for me =( dammit!!!! but its ok i can manage bueno guys ima go into my world of confusion=/ o gosh... plz help!!