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Boy was today eventful. I cried my eyeballs out. Notting left in them. At least their still blue. I feel confused but ya whats new. But no not this time. This time it is the last straw I just can't do it anymore. I really wish things would have happend diffrently, but only god knows how much. Cause Chris nor Steven will ever understand how much this all has really effected me but w/e both of them were only thinking about them selves...I just get so caugth up in it all. Trying to please everyone. It is to stressful. I wish things could back to the way they were. When I was 10 and I spent my whole day playing in the dirt making mud pies and playing house with my friends across the street. Darn those were the days.