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I am in Hilton Head South Carolina! WoW is all you can really say about this place. It is a private resort and its own little community. It is amazing here but I want to go home. Alot of stuff has happend sence I left and it just adds to the stress that is already there but I askes for it I guess so ...I have to deal with it. I made my bed now I have to lay in it. Rumors suck. I miss Steve, I miss my cat. O I mite be getting a dog. My mom is probably looking for me. I have a feeling I will be getting yelled at. If they would just sit down and think...uummm I wonder where Janessa could be they would logically say ooo at the Inn where the computer is!!! But they won't do that cause there is on one there to tell them to do that. My mom wants to go to the beach for another five hours today. I want to work on my self, that isn't going to happen, not today. I feel like I'm not his type. Like really what is he with me for?? I am the exact oppsite of what he wants or what he deserves for that matter but w/e. I just feel like there is something else there but with time I guess. Crappy feelings. I just worry with no reason I have been asured but then again so was she. But I just worry. Ugh it! But of to the beach so I an get and tan and worry about my phobia of being eaten by something that lives in the ocean.