just a little conversation....

Apr 24, 2014 18:50

always iinnocent: i fucking hate him. I HATE HIM
totallytotti16: ryan
always iinnocent: yeah
always iinnocent: he has been on the dilly talking to other girls
always iinnocent: he claims he is too busy to talk to me
always iinnocent: and too busy to come see me
always iinnocent: BUT HE CAN GET ON AND TALK TO OTHER GOD DAMN GIRLS
totallytotti16: dump him
always iinnocent: i cant
always iinnocent: im too weak
always iinnocent: cause i love him
always iinnocent: ill let his fuck me over till he ends it
always iinnocent: im a fucked up person
totallytotti16: no dont live like that
totallytotti16: its not healthy
totallytotti16: who is he on the dilly
always iinnocent: the_ren
totallytotti16: WHy would you put ur self threw this
totallytotti16: u dont need this in ur life...its not healthy for u
always iinnocent: and for the first time in my life...ive hated being blonde
always iinnocent: cause he doesnt like blondes
totallytotti16: oh my gosh
always iinnocent: here lately ive wanted nothing more than to change myself
always iinnocent: i want to dye my hair black
always iinnocent: and go get something pierced because he likes it
totallytotti16: oh dont do that cause of him
always iinnocent: i just want him to love me the way i love him
always iinnocent: and i dont know what to do to make him happy
always iinnocent: i feel so stupid
totallytotti16: dont worry about him he treats u like shit
always iinnocent: this just started though
always iinnocent: ever since i went to his house
always iinnocent: he used to be crazy about me
totallytotti16: yah i know
always iinnocent: i heard him say I LOVE YOU 13 million times a day
always iinnocent: i havent heard it in a week...or more
always iinnocent: i dunno
totallytotti16: it is not good
always iinnocent: i havent talked to him since last thursday
always iinnocent: except on the internet the other day
always iinnocent: which ended up in crying
always iinnocent: thats all i do now...is cry because im so confused and have no idea what to do

why dont you love me like you used to?
why do you treat me like a worn shoe?
fuck it.
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