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So I quit my job. I couldnt take their drama anymore. Getting paid 2.13 and hour plus shitty tips just isnt worth it. I was stressed out every day when I was there and I was stressed out on my days off. I was stressed if I called in because somewhere along the line, someone fucked me over and never told the main manager that I wasnt coming in so I got in trouble for that. The managers there are irespoinsible. I cant handle it. So I quit. :D
I was gonna go to school but I was too late for registration so Im going next semister. Which is in January. Im going to the doctor sometime before my birthday to get put on Adderall so I can be able to conentrate.
I lose my insurance on my birthday if yall are wondering why Im going before my birthday. So yeah right now Im kinda stuck in loser mode again...which sucks because I like having my own money and working and all but Im not gonna get a job overnight. So Im looking for a temporary job right now before I go to school. And Im NOT working someone where I have to stock shit. Like at a retail store. I aint doing it. I dont know, I might not even get another job and just wait for school. If anyone in my area knows of any good jobs, let me know PLEASE!
Talked to Jay last night. We got into a fight. as usual. But we made up. as usual. I dont know what Im going to do. I really dont want to move to Ohio. But he really doesnt want to move to Alabama. He really pissed me off Saturday night...I was having one of my lil fucked up problems where I hated myself and wanted to die. And I called him and I was hysterical and couldnt stop crying and his friend cuts in from the background and Jay was like "yeah yeah i can get that" and he was like ERIN ERIN I HAVE TO LET YOU GO! Oh I was so pissed. He let me go because his gay friend needed drugs. I was ready to fucking die and he let me go for a drug deal. thnxalot.
But he told me last night he was fucked up cause he had taken xanex and he didnt even remember that night. yeah like that really makes me feel any better. but of course i got over it. i love him too much to stay mad at him. <3
I talked to Frosty too the other day. He didnt get a Scion. He got a black firebird and blah blah yeah. He was going to get a new BMW but he went in to sign the papers and some guy came in and bought it. All cash. lmfao so Frosty had no choice. He got the firebird I guess. He had a choice of some other cars but he drove the firebird home so Im guessing he got it. He is supposed to come over here sometime this week to look at my fag computer and stuff. yay.
Im bored. I seriously cant wait till school cause I need something to do. YAY imma be in college <333 I feel so old. heh
38 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY you assholes better get me stuff. or you shall die. :D
kthnx
bye <3
I was gonna go to school but I was too late for registration so Im going next semister. Which is in January. Im going to the doctor sometime before my birthday to get put on Adderall so I can be able to conentrate.
I lose my insurance on my birthday if yall are wondering why Im going before my birthday. So yeah right now Im kinda stuck in loser mode again...which sucks because I like having my own money and working and all but Im not gonna get a job overnight. So Im looking for a temporary job right now before I go to school. And Im NOT working someone where I have to stock shit. Like at a retail store. I aint doing it. I dont know, I might not even get another job and just wait for school. If anyone in my area knows of any good jobs, let me know PLEASE!
Talked to Jay last night. We got into a fight. as usual. But we made up. as usual. I dont know what Im going to do. I really dont want to move to Ohio. But he really doesnt want to move to Alabama. He really pissed me off Saturday night...I was having one of my lil fucked up problems where I hated myself and wanted to die. And I called him and I was hysterical and couldnt stop crying and his friend cuts in from the background and Jay was like "yeah yeah i can get that" and he was like ERIN ERIN I HAVE TO LET YOU GO! Oh I was so pissed. He let me go because his gay friend needed drugs. I was ready to fucking die and he let me go for a drug deal. thnxalot.
But he told me last night he was fucked up cause he had taken xanex and he didnt even remember that night. yeah like that really makes me feel any better. but of course i got over it. i love him too much to stay mad at him. <3
I talked to Frosty too the other day. He didnt get a Scion. He got a black firebird and blah blah yeah. He was going to get a new BMW but he went in to sign the papers and some guy came in and bought it. All cash. lmfao so Frosty had no choice. He got the firebird I guess. He had a choice of some other cars but he drove the firebird home so Im guessing he got it. He is supposed to come over here sometime this week to look at my fag computer and stuff. yay.
Im bored. I seriously cant wait till school cause I need something to do. YAY imma be in college <333 I feel so old. heh
38 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY you assholes better get me stuff. or you shall die. :D
kthnx
bye <3