Mar 08, 2004 22:49
Honestly..
today sucked, i was in this horrible mood all day cause ive just had things on my mind lately and it just so happened that i thought of them when i was in school. i was happy to see Josh and Brad tho so i guess it wasnt that bad .. i guess. :/ and now im sitting here pissed off over something dumb, well, its really not all that dumb i talked to Vickie about it and she understood where i was comming from with the whole thing. i really just dont see the point of things anymore, im just so sick of things and i dont feel like i can talk about them cause the last time i did that it ment NOOOOTHING and i still frickin got walked all over but then again, i should be used to it should i ?
Carlos told me today, Jessica, your to nice of a person, dont ever let anyone walk all over you cause you dont need that your better then that but yet i dont say things when i know i should which is what gets me in these dumb situations where i feel like no one understands what im talking about or where im comming from and the one person i need to talk to the most i really just cant cause he simply wouldnt undersatnd anyways.
life is joke!