Oct 17, 2005 20:21
yeoo i totally forgot about this journal and it's been wayy too long
since i`ve updated..what`s been going on??? uhh not muchh..school`s
just school..it`s getting crazy cause of all this college shitt but
it`s okayy it`ll be overr soon [(hopefully)] && i jUST l0VE MR.REGAN...G0SHHH HE`S jUST S0 AD0RABLE =]
seniorr year has been pretty good yet at the same time has been
shitty...it`s feels that i completely wasted my time waiting for this
year to come when the person you spent planning it isnt there by your
side..you know exactly who you are...and it`s not the whole " i don`t
wanna be your friend" thing that gets to me..it`s the fact that ppl
think we fought when we didn`t and i supposedly changed when i haven`t
...i`m the same person that i was 3 months ago..if you honestly think that i don`t wanna be your friend..then you know shit about me..i`m
not gonna sit here and beg for you to forgive me when i don`t even know
what i`m supposed to be sorry about..go ahead and tell ppl that i`m
completely guilty for ruining our friendship but in reality it takes
two to fucking ruin some shit like that...i don`t wanna throw away
everything just like that but if it floats your boat darling then i
guess that`s what we`ll have to do but don`t go thinking i don`t want
to be cool with you again..i just wanna dead everything and not have to
worry about a thingg but whateverrr
other than that i can`t complain about life..i`M S0O FUCKiNG iN L0VEE..it
feels like i`ve known him foreverr and we`re just going on our second
monthh anniversaryy...WHATT!!!..he`s makes me soo happy and i can
honestly say for the first time that i`m the happiest everr..he`s
perfect..everything i could ever ask for in a guy..it`s funny how
everyone was just like watch out amy..or he's a dirtbag or an
asshole..but he's nothing like that and if it keeps going the way it
is..we`ll last for a long time..i just love him and i can`t see myself
without him...all i need is him and im fucking complete..between him caitie rosey liz and my otherr lil nigglets and my family
i just need them and be happily ever afterr..he proved to me that all
guys arent the same and im soo in love with him..no doubt..
*L0VE* sighs
<3*