ur always in our hearts <3
ok well lets see.. u kno how my weekend went. i think. parrty. shoppin... then skewl monday was alright everythings strait with everything... then last night i was on the phone with mark, had just hung up and was bout to go outside to watch the meteorshower [which u coudnt see ne ways cuz it was to bright] wen rachel called me.. she told me that alicia died. u have no idea how hard this is for me to type.. i met alicia last year thru carmen and rachel. we hung out all the time at the club. abacoa and the mall. she was the best.. god i cant get over typin in past tense.. i coudnt sleep last night. i was cryin so hard i made myself sick. i never cry. and rachel told me that she wasnt going to skewl so i thought ok atleast i dont have to lo0k her in the eyes. well she came... as soon as she walked up i started to cry. it even made kelly get teary! so that just ruined my day completely. and everyone, not knowing that she died. askd us all wat was wrong. u dont kno how hard it is to say the words "my friend died" i mean holy crap she was only 15!! deffinitley to young to live life to the fullest. she was the best. wow this is so sad. im fightin back tears right now... but everyone was relle co0l and made me feel better. speshully kellys letter in 7th hour. kelly u have no idea how many times i ask myself that question. why her? why so young... trust me if i knew i'd let the world kno. i guess it was just her time... wow i cant type bout this ne more... but me and rachel felt better at the end of the day. she knows everyone loves her. rebel i just got ur IM i love u to0!... i guess thats it for now. everyone keep alicias parents and family in ur prayers! i cant imagine how hard this is on them!... ttyl x00x0x - mandaw
We little knew that morning that God
was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
in death we do the same. It broke
our hearts to lose you, you did not go
alone; for part of us went with you,
the day God called you home.
You left us peaceful memories,
your love is still our guide;
and though we cannot see you,
you are always at our side
RIP ALICIA December, 13 2004
Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never forget them. And sometimes it's those memories that give us the faith to go on.