Sadness
** Hello guys, well im at home now, and i just got back from supplies shopping. Today my buddys went to the movies and they invited me, but i decided that since i got home now, it was too late so i decided not to go.. Right now im watching the new disney channel movie on September 11 and i think you guys should see it too. It is soo sad, everytime i think about all those innocent people that died and especially their family members! I just can not believe that one day when my children are born im going to have to explain to them what occured, and im sure its not going to be as important to them as to us living now, because they haven't experienced the whole ordeal that followed the attacks..
** As you all know ralf has moved, lately its been really hard for me to adjust to this change. Imagine your best friend, which you have done everything with and shared everything with (apart from the partnership love and the romance) moves away and everything that you used to do is no longer available. Man i feel very weak saying i miss him, and the thing is i try to talk to other people and in a way im looking for comfort but it doesnt help! it feels like if im not with him i am missing a piece of me! i did not realize how much i loved to be with him and how easy it was for us. And then i think that maybe this distance may break us apart and this leads me to think that if that happens i will not have anything to do! its like if he is the person im suppose to be with for the rest of my life and if we break up i will be alone for the rest of my life. Well im just going to think of this distance as a test to our relationship. And it will prove to people that distance does not disentegrate a relationship but it strenghtens it! Sorry guys to sound so depressive and romantic, but im trying to express my feeling!
** i think that this past few years i have grow tremendously! im a goal oriented person and i have already set standards for myslef! im glad that i have grown mentally and i hope that i keep changing for the better..
** As you all know ralf has moved, lately its been really hard for me to adjust to this change. Imagine your best friend, which you have done everything with and shared everything with (apart from the partnership love and the romance) moves away and everything that you used to do is no longer available. Man i feel very weak saying i miss him, and the thing is i try to talk to other people and in a way im looking for comfort but it doesnt help! it feels like if im not with him i am missing a piece of me! i did not realize how much i loved to be with him and how easy it was for us. And then i think that maybe this distance may break us apart and this leads me to think that if that happens i will not have anything to do! its like if he is the person im suppose to be with for the rest of my life and if we break up i will be alone for the rest of my life. Well im just going to think of this distance as a test to our relationship. And it will prove to people that distance does not disentegrate a relationship but it strenghtens it! Sorry guys to sound so depressive and romantic, but im trying to express my feeling!
** i think that this past few years i have grow tremendously! im a goal oriented person and i have already set standards for myslef! im glad that i have grown mentally and i hope that i keep changing for the better..