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well today just got easier because i found out my lab doesnt meet this week. 50 minutes of class in one day is pretty easy to handle, even if it was my shitty calc 2 class that i need to do some work for. i have to re-learn calc 1 first, and i took that my freshman year first semester. dang. my mind has been all over the place lately. It's good most of the time because its mostly been keeping me on track for school and polo. Last night at practice it was kind of hard though, i know ive done something that hurt some of my friends and thats all i could think about at times while we were practicing. i guess i just dont know where i am going in some respects still, which i'll eventually figure out. either way i know my friends and family all know i have their backs all the time and love every one of them, so even though ive been an ass to people at times lately im pretty sure im done being like that. my schedule is a little more full and that usually helps me run my life better and not take people for granted. im glad ive gotten better at telling people my feelings, which are generally few and far between haha, but as my closest friends know its kind of important for me to. anyways jeff just got back and hes going on about stupid shit so i have to go listen to him. i love how i can listen to people and make a difference in their lives, especially for people i love.