summer
Well summer is summer as usual. It's June and ive finally found my way into two more jobs that i'll end up hating after 2 months. the cycle continutes. I really wish anything i tried would have got me a good internship, but i really just dont have the experience and i understand all about that. i wouldnt want a moron doing surgery on me if they hadnt taken any classes or had any experience in doing it, so why should i have expected to do something similar. I know the answer of course, its my mom. Always wanting the best for me, and expecting i have the potential to do anything. Sometimes its frustrating and other times its a little nice knowing she'll do anything for me and help me out with anything i need.
Livonia is a boring place. I think everyone knows this already but you dont remember how bad it is until youre around it for an extended period of time. Ive been all over the place to hang out though this summer which is an excellent change. Heading out to east lansing :), troy, ann arbor, even ypsi to see some great people. I dont mind driving that much, if i dont have to work id rather be doing something rather then the nothing i would be doing at home.
Hopefully i'll get up north a little more this summer, get outta debt and have some money, and get back into great shape before polo starts up. I guess i really cant ask for more, though some kind of social life more then 2 days a week would be nice.
Ive decided that when i dont have money i get into this whirl of crazyness where i dont get things done and dont do anything really impressive with my abilities. I dont know what it is at all that makes me like this, though it might have something to do with my living comfortably all my life and not having to deal with thinking about finances. Thank god for my parents who are always willing to loan me money. It sucks living on nothing though, i think its a good experience for me but as i mentioned above i seem to half ass and not finish anything im doing at all. thats not a good thing.
Well Logan came back from Rome after 2 years away. Really really creepy to think about, i was actually afraid to go see him. What a great guy though, nothing felt different after a while. it was almost like he never left, it was that comfortable. Maybe with him around we can get the fab five together a few times. How could we not, those days and nights will be some of the best i will remember from my younger days.
So the girls who schedule my jobs are probably not to competent. One has our schedule through sunday up and im working her next three shifts for her because somehow she cant do them now. the other hasnt given me anything at all as far as a summer schedule goes, i just know it starts june 20th. Even i was better at scheduling then them and i pretty much wasnt very good. Oh well, its off to state after work tomorrow, hopefully it will be a good weekend up there and not a crappy one where nobodys around.
Livonia is a boring place. I think everyone knows this already but you dont remember how bad it is until youre around it for an extended period of time. Ive been all over the place to hang out though this summer which is an excellent change. Heading out to east lansing :), troy, ann arbor, even ypsi to see some great people. I dont mind driving that much, if i dont have to work id rather be doing something rather then the nothing i would be doing at home.
Hopefully i'll get up north a little more this summer, get outta debt and have some money, and get back into great shape before polo starts up. I guess i really cant ask for more, though some kind of social life more then 2 days a week would be nice.
Ive decided that when i dont have money i get into this whirl of crazyness where i dont get things done and dont do anything really impressive with my abilities. I dont know what it is at all that makes me like this, though it might have something to do with my living comfortably all my life and not having to deal with thinking about finances. Thank god for my parents who are always willing to loan me money. It sucks living on nothing though, i think its a good experience for me but as i mentioned above i seem to half ass and not finish anything im doing at all. thats not a good thing.
Well Logan came back from Rome after 2 years away. Really really creepy to think about, i was actually afraid to go see him. What a great guy though, nothing felt different after a while. it was almost like he never left, it was that comfortable. Maybe with him around we can get the fab five together a few times. How could we not, those days and nights will be some of the best i will remember from my younger days.
So the girls who schedule my jobs are probably not to competent. One has our schedule through sunday up and im working her next three shifts for her because somehow she cant do them now. the other hasnt given me anything at all as far as a summer schedule goes, i just know it starts june 20th. Even i was better at scheduling then them and i pretty much wasnt very good. Oh well, its off to state after work tomorrow, hopefully it will be a good weekend up there and not a crappy one where nobodys around.