Sometimes, I wish that I didn't have a family

[sexierthansteph]

So earlier tonight I was sitting at the computer doing a project for spanish, and my mom and my brother were downstairs watching tv. My brother was telling my mom that he saw the picture of me and Matt on my phone and that he looks like hes 12 or something. I tried to defend myself and him, but didn't have much luck. Then my mom asked my brother if he has any friends he can hook me up with. I should be used to her saying that by now since she says it a lot, but I can't get over it. It makes me so upset. Then my brother started laughing which made it even worse. So I took a break from spanish, and went in my room, trying really hard not to cry. Then a little while later she comes in my room asking to borrow my cell phone, and since I was mad at her, I kinda threw it at her. So then I got bitched at and told that I am "too sensative". Sorry for being sensative, but that really pisses me off. She only doesn't like him because he's 2 years older then me and she thinks he's taking advantage of me or something, which isn't what's going on at all. She always makes assumptions before she knows the truth about something. And then my brother...I dont know, hes just a fucking asshole.
It really upsets me that my family doesn't like him. I mean I pretty much couldnt have asked for a better boyfriend. He's really good to me and he makes me happy. And I'm not gonna give him up just because they don't like him. My dad was the only one that kindof liked him, but my dad is pretty much out of the picture again. He has walked out on us once again...
Also, I'm doing shitty in school already. I think I've failed or almost failed every test/quiz we have taken so far. Even though I have studied and done all my homework.
So basically, I'm not very happy right now.