Yay! I guess?
If shame had a face
I think it would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes?
Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this?
Well here we go, now, one more time...
'Cause I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low
I could get down to the ground
And I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I have
Tried to be this
When will this end?
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keeps spinning around
I know that it won't stop
'Til I stand down from this for good
I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought that it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong, now, one more time...
'Cause I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low
I could get down to the ground
And I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I have
Tried to be this
When will this end?
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keeps spinning around
I know that it won't stop
'Til I stand down from this sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle, yeah
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle, yeah
When will this end?
It goes on and on
Over and over and then over again
Keeps spinning around
I know that it won't stop
'Til I stand down from this for good
One of the best songs that I jusst had to get out. So I called my school Counseler yesterday to leave a message. Mrs. Swanholm, (Poppet, I am sure you remember her). Yea so usually I can never get a hold of her if I leave a message. I don't hear from her for like a month no matter how many times I tell her it is very important for her to call me back. Well she actually called me back today. I was shocked. She let me know what I need to do and how to go about doing it and I was surprised that she actually was that helpful. I mean I don't think I ever got anything from her when I was i school. So I might be able to finish at least one thin in my life. Even if it is a few years to late. I have to because Poppte said if I don't finish school he would shove his foot up my ass. And I helped pick out those shoes and they are green and pretty and not meant for my ass!