All my time is frozen motion
Can you say SORE?! Oh Mann...Getting up at some odd time this morning to go sit in a van for 45 min then get out and get SHOT at for a while..WAS WORTH IT! lol It was soo cool to hang out with my girls...shout out to sharron and lindz!!! && Ms. Debbie who walked forever away to go to the bathroom with me:P Oh yea did I tell you that I went to play paintball today? It was a blast..really. I won 2 games myself, and I dont think I lost today. I got the flag for one and then other I got inside the others fort thing. It was soo sweet. I felt like I was julie bond or something lol! After I came home for like .5 seconds and then I went ice skating. That was fun too! but Im super sore and I cant turn my head in certain ways and or my legs. but its all good! Now I cant even wait for thanksgiving, the familys all comming over and its going to be fun. I have been looking forward to this for a long time and now I am just scared a little. Im scared that, oh man I get all teary just thinking about it. Im scared that he will just forget it all. Im scared that the things he thought he felt were all wrong.Im scared that he wont talk to me. Im scared that I dont mean anything to him. But I know that if that is true then I pray that its because he knows its not what God wanted. I pray that each night God will keep working. I pray that I can work along with Gods time because in the end, He knows and there is just no use trying to do things my way.