WoW...

Apr 23, 2005 13:46

so, i just tried on the cap and gown and started realizing how close graduation ACTUALLY is. im kinda upset, b/c i don't think i want to leave now!! i don't want to leave all the familiar faces behind, i don't wanna leave my english class (b/c no matter how much 1st block hates mrs. cremeans, jason and i still have a kickass time!!!). it seems as though our class is really starting to pull close together as we approach graduation and it's a shame. i mean, why did we have to wait til the last few weeks of our senior year to start putting stuff aside and just start enjoying the moment? i really think we are all a little afraid to leave what is familiar to us, what we all know. i know i am nervous about jumping into the unknown. i mean, it's not like we'll be losing every single one of our friends, but i know the ones i will really miss are people like alford, and i don't care who you are, you can't honestly tell me that jason hasn't made you laugh at some point in your high school years!!! it's people like him that make it hard to think about graduation. to think that he is going to boot camp and we may never get to talk to him again. i have really been doing alot of partying lately, enjoying what time i have left with jason and the rest of my classmates and i just don't wanna lose that feeling that i get when i am with everyone. well...im goinna get off here, i think i am starting to sound GAY! lmao. i will talk at ya'll later.

>StEwArT
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