Sep 25, 2004 10:33
wow i cant believe im actually in college. it feels so weird. i've been preparing fr this ever since i was in 4th grade and now that im here its kinf of surreal. i love BC. its so beautiful here. the campus is breathtaking. the city of boston is great. at times it reminds me of a smaller, cleaner new york. The people here overall are nice. Of course, like usual, the minorites usually all hang out together. there isnt much intermingling but i think over time that will change... hopefully cuz im running out of minorities haha. but everyone i talk to is really nice. the only thing that irks me about this new place is the popping collars thing. i dont kno if thatz sumthin that is a new trend or if they jus do it here but every time i see a popped collar of any sort i feel the urge to run and practice my skilled tackle hahaha. its really dumb i hope no1 reading this does that. i will hurt u.
i miss my friends sumtimes. i met a lot of great people but its not the same as my friends ya kno. these people dont know me. they've known me for all of a month. my friends back home know me like the back of a hand (unfortunately lol) cuz dats wat happens after 12 years + ... or 4 yrs + ... but im getting used 2 it. i had a great summer. i think i grew a lot during those 2 1/2 months. im not sure if it was the best idea to get involved b4 i left 4 college but wuteva cant change it now... its jus hard missin sum one n wonderin wats goin on n stuff. but sayin goodbye 2 my friends b4 i left was the hardest. i felt like i was losin them but i know im not cuz they r always there (most of em lol). kyle came up 2 drop me off. in retrospect i should have never brought him it made it 10x harder. he didnt want 2 leave, i didnt want him 2 leave. it was very painful. dont bring ur bestest boy friend 2 drop u off 2 college! but i said goodbye to everyone. i miss them a lot too. idk why but i feel like im missin out on mikey n haley growin up but they assure me im not. mikeyz already a grown mexican newayz. they all came up 4 my bday. haley is so adorable i jus wanna go home n play with her. im comin home columbus day n i cant wait cuz i know everyone else is comin home 2. it will b a mini rockland reunion.
pre med sux. its so hard sumtimes. the hardest part is the reading (and staying awake). a lot of my classes r lectures so i catch myself knockin out all the time. im not overloaded with homework but sum weekends r jus crazy. i need 2 stop going out so much. so far every friday n saturday i have been out n about. therez a lot of clubs here n everyone gets drunk a lot. its funny n sad at the same time. i will admit 2 one sad episode at the football game (THATS ALL DAMMIT) which was really funny but no i dont drink all the time. i've drank like 3x ok bitchz? there r no really hot guys either. i havent found ne1 that catchs my eye. the bball players r really tall n the football players r jacked but they r all... nasty. the guys r jus blah. which is good cuz technically im not supposed 2 b lookin 4 guys but wuteva i jus wanna cuddle buddy ShIt. its not like ne1 comes n visits me soooo i have 2 make my own fun =P
yeaaa so i dont kno y im up so early writing this (10 sumthin is early ok) especially since i didnt get 2 bed till 4 but this is the only time i have 2 write in this bitch. but if ne1 misses me CALL ME lol i miss u guyz 2
~AlyssA~