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I am finding out more and more how quickly and greatly your life can change. Last night i was having a great time at a party. And only about 5 hours later i get a phone call that informs me that one of my good friends has past away. I am just so overwhelmed right now. Last night i was sitting next to her, dancing with her and having a great time. Next thing you know she drives home and get killed. I cant stop shaking. I was the last person she said goodbye to before she died, that freaks me out so much. She didnt even get to say goodbye to her family. It just makes me think so much, b.c what if i went home with her? What if i was drinking last night and couldnt drive home and she offered to take me. Would i be dead to? idk, i can't take it. It so weird, idk even know, it so weird. How she came be right next to me on moment and then the next, dead? I just cant believe it. It hasnt gone through yet that she is really gone. Its just so weird. i cant believe it. This is so weird. Melissa is dead. There i said it. Melissa is dead. omg.