Its Time for A Change (Again)
Originally published at The Glass People. You can comment here or there.
[Begin Mantra to Mysyelf]
It is time for a change in my social life. I have to realize that my friends now live further away. They have meet new friends and their life seems more exciting to them. Therefore they seem to have less time for me, their older (perhaps oldest [and not my age]) friend. So I must make new friends, explore new territory, and actually make things happen. I’m still tired of being an inward social person when it comes to new people. When I’m around people I’ve known for awhile I’m much more comfortable and outward, and I enjoy this. I need to transfer this outward and comfortableness over towards people I don’t know very well. This will help me to make more friends and become comfortable with many more people. The result will grow exponentially and I will have a more fulfilling social life.
[End Mantra toMyself]
A trip is in the works. A vacation on the horizon. Having plans for the future is good.
A realization about myself
Today I realized that I am a visionary, an idea man. I like to think up new ideas, live on the bleeding edge, and solve complex problems in simple terms. I really enjoy starting up these new ideas and running with them. I don’t wish to sound arrogant. I just come up with lots of great stuff. Many things slip in and out of my hands. I need to be free to develop new ideas and get them running and then have someone take them over. From there I could oversee and help with any problems that arise. I am a leader and visionary. I don’t have the time or mental strength to update a silly work org chart. No I’m not going to change your email address on that page. No I’m not going to sort through your hundreds of photos to pare it down into an scrapbook slideshow. I’m going to revolutionize the way you interact with other Alumni online. Don’t bother me with your pesky tiny updates. Let me solve the complex problems in creative ways. Let me get these amazing ideas off the ground and running with a foundation that is solid enough for others to stand upon. Let my mind be free. I want to effing fly.