not sure

Feb 25, 2006 17:38

I’m not sure if i’m feeling more depressed, or if i am just starting to confuse depression with reality. I am certainly lonely. I also feel my motivation starting to slip. I have lots on my plate right now and I’m trying to finish some projects up quickly so that I can be more active with my free time. I will be glad when spring break comes, but in a little over a weeks time (from today) my second eight weeks programing course will begin, oh the joy.

I’ve decided to stop drinking more than 1 alcoholic beverage a night. I feel like somewhere I lost control not over how often I drink but over how much I drink when I do drink. I keep getting way past my limits and have now lost my glasses for the second time. I have also lost my pool cue which in itself is very upsetting. I feel so dumb and irritate. How could this happen?

Must push onwards.
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