Mar 22, 2011 18:19
Just feel like writing something that isn't due to my mood.
I had a weird dream last night. I was in a big, hi-tech tank, all chrome and green and sweet lookin, and I guess my Mom was in the tank with me. We were driving down the road, next to normal cars and such, businesses on the roadside, and we spotted another tank not too far away. Te other tank was the same exact kind of tank, only it was blue. No shots were fired, however, we did begin a sandwich-making competition. I have no idea why, but I thought (in my dream) that the best sandwich was a simple chicken patty on a plain bun. Then, my Mother chimed in, and "perfected" the sandwich by smearing mayo on the outside of the bun, filling in the cracks of the bread. It made no sense, was the worst sandwich ever, now that I'm looking back on it, but in the dream, my Mom and I knew it was a winner. And it was, I guess, cause I woke up. haha what a stupid/weird dream.
Worked a whole 4 hours today, doubling my usual daily salary. Cool stuff. Saving isn't happening fast enough.
Do you ever have the feeling you can't trust anyone? Your best friend, your ex-lover, your current crush, your parents, your siblings... all against you? Yeah, that's where I'm at right now. I feel like I don't know which way is up, but I'm certain I'm going down.
Everyone is progressing around me, which is good. I just can't seem to do the same. One step forward = five steps back. Killin me.
If I were on the highest cliff, on the highest riff
And you slipped off the side and clinched on to your life in my grip
I would never, ever, let you down
And when these words are found
Let it been known that God's penmanship has been signed with a language called love
That's why my breath is felt by the deaf
And why my words are heard and confined to the ears of the blind
I, too, dream in color and in rhyme
So I guess I'm one of a kind in a full house
Cause whenever I open my heart, my soul, or my mouth
A touch of God reigns out
I like all of that, except for the God bit. haha, silly man. There is no God.