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Jul 31, 2003 22:19

Im just home now for the first night in a good while. No plans work out anymore. Nothing works out. No one calls back. Am i really not that fun to hang out with? Or what? I dont get it. Justin and I are pretty cool now. Its odd. We hang out for a while, he moves, we dont talk. He calls me randomly. We hang out, and then dont talk. He moves and we hang out again. And then we never talked for a while. Then Tyler was there and said that they should call me (always a good choice) so they did and now Justin and I hang out all the time. I have some goals for the summer for him. If you can help me out (you either have to be a guy with the hookups of the fm's or you have to be a fm) then comment and ask me about it. Uhhh yeah if yer bored like me then lets hang. I talked to Alex recently. Wow. I was a fool. Thats all i gotta say. Its funny when you find out that people just told u stuff and lied and tried to make their lives better by lieing to themselves and you. When really, it didnt help anything. And then all of a sudden it my fault. Riiiiight. Makes PERFECT sense. Definately. Ahhh o well. Im not gunna let that get me down. Sooooooooooooooooo. Im goin up north this weekend. Oh, last game I was playing Nick in hockey. Which was fun cause i never get to and its fun to play against yer teammates even when you know yer gunna lose cause yer goalie sucks and yer team hasnt played together for years. But anyway, i was taking the puck up, and this kid hits me... i dont know from what angle. and I dont remember if i was in my end, or the other end. I dont know what way i was facing or how i ended up where i ended up. I dont remember a thing. All i know is i felt my arm (elbow/forearm first) hit the ground and jam up into my shoulder, making it pop real loud. Then i rolled over and my arm wouldnt move. So i was tryin to get up with a limp arm. So my arm is floppin around, there is dead silence. I looked over at my coach and told him that i couldnt move my arm. As soon as i hit the bench my Mom and some other woman came over and asked me what happened. I couldnt really tell them anything other than i couldnt move my arm. Slowly i could move it. But not much. So heres what i learned happened later. The kid hits me, i do a "backflip" and land on one arm. Thats the arm. I dunno who told me that, i just forgot. Maybe it was Nick. I dont really wanna think about that fuck right now though. Im kinda really mad at that kid. And his fuckin Dad. And Jim, my fuckin coach. That faggot ass bitch. I hate them all. So w/e. Wow, my mood just got a whole lot worse and my face is red. Oh well. Leave comments. Ill kill you.
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