friends only!!!
ok...first of all this is my anon. sex journal...its just here so none of my friends can read it...its pretty much all of my sexual fantasies/realities...and some are mixed in...
second this is gonna be a friends only journal...i'm gonna have explicit descriptions of what goes on...bisexual experiences, lesbian experiences...oh yea, and stuff that happens with my boyfriend...my mom used to always tell me this, and im gonna say it now...if you cant stanf the heat, then get outta the kitchen, hon...so if you cant handle what i'm gonna say, dont ask to see it
third...if you wanna read my journal, comment on this...tell me your age (17+) and at least one reason why you wanna read this...until then, a little sneak preview - (mixed fantasy and reality)
jack always told me he would be there no matter what...and as my dads beating got worse, i started to wonder if jack really would be there. i had known him since i was five, and the whole time i had had a huge cush on him. he was my neighbor, and best friends older brother. but i never really did anything about it.
one rainy afternoon, after a particularly bad beating, whith my father and i screaming and cursing each other out, i couldn't take it anymore. "i'm going the fuck out" i screamed upstairs. "and i dunno if i'm ever coming the fuck back" i slammed the door behind me and ran across the front lawn. no cars were home at the neighbors, no cars eccept jack's. crying, hysterically, i pushed open their front door and ran up the two sets of stairs to jack's room. i looked around the third floor, and finally settled on the fact that he was in his room. i didnt knock and quietly opened the door.
the sight before me was not
i had to close my eyes and look twice, but there it was. jack was laying on his bed, naked, jerking off. even though it was not something i had ever really wanted to see, i couldnt take my eyes off of him...his closed eyes, open mouth gasping for air, his left hand gripping the sheets, his toes curled...his 8 and 1/2 inches of hard, thick manhood...
watching him made me forget why i was there, and made me so aroused, i could barely breathe. i needed to take care of this feeling. i quietly slipped my hand into my jeans and began to mastruate with him, my strokes matching his. seconds later, he began to moan, and his hand worked his cock harder and faster. as he was about to cum i couldnt take it anymore. i accidently let out a moan. jacks eyes flew open. i was still touching myself, but quickly pulled my hand out, as jack reached for his sheet to cover himself.
"no, jack." i breathed. "i want to watch you cum...i need to see it...taste it..." the look of confusion was almost completly covered by pleasure and intrigue. "jack...if you dont do it for me..." i slowly walked towards the bed "i'll hafta do it myself" i finished the sentence whispering in his ear, my tounge gently bushing it. he couldnt speak. i moved down the bed, and pulled the sheet off of him. his dick looked bigger than before. i straddled his legs and slowly stroked his thighs. "wait." he breathed. "let me kiss you...taste you"
i crawled onto him, my nipples pressing into his chest. jack's lips brushed mine, and he took my bottom lip into his mouth and sucked on it. as our kissing began to get more passionate, as it began to use tounge, and there was groping invloved, he moved his hands down to my waist, and began to pull off my shirt. there was nothing sexual about the way he did it, it was just ripped off, and thrown on the floor. i sat up and arched my back so he could see my breasts, barely covered by my lace bra. my nipples were harder now, aching to be touched.
"oh my god...i need to touch you...suck on your nipples till you cum like a rocket...cum as hard as you can..." jack sat up, so my breasts were directly pointing in his face. he began to pinch and tug at my nipples. not even two minutes went by before i begged him to suck on them, and touch me between my thighs. "i cant take anymore jack...i need you to touch me...i want your head between my thighs...please..."
i was shaking from pleasure, and on the edge of orgasm. "jack...oh my god jack...please touch me...please" the begging was broken up by long gasps and moans, as his mouth covered my right nipple and his fingers still pulled at my left. it sent him over the edge too..."i'll...i'll lick up all of your cum, finger you till you cant stop cumming...i'll give you 100 orgasms in a row...please...just suck on me...please...swallow my cum...let me cum on ur tits...please...just suck me please"
i couldnt resist all the temptations he was throwing at me. i again moved down the bed. this time my head was resting on his left thigh. "what do you--"the sentence was inturupted as he rolled onto his side and shoved his dick in my mouth. there was too much there and i looked up. "but jack...its too big...it'll never fit in my tiny, tight...hot...wet...aching pussy...mmm its soo big..." "suck me bitch" he commanded "suck me dry dammit...i wanna feel my dick in your tiny pussy, but suck me first"
i took it back in my mouth, as much of it as i could. i deep throated, licked the shaft, teased the tip...i did that for about 5 minutes till jack screamed "FUCK! I'M CUMMING!!! LET ME CUM IN YOUR MOUTH! I'M CUMming...." the last word trailed off as i deep throated it and he fucked my mouth as he came...i swallowed what was there then sucked him dry and cleaned him up with my tounge. i laid for a minute with his dick in my mouth, swirling my tounge around it right up until he became hard again.
"now, my sexy little slut, its your turn" jack flipped me onto my back and handcuffed my wrists to the headboard. he kissed, licked and nibbled all over my breasts, nippes, and torso. by this time i was writhing under him. "jack...fuck me...so hard...so fast...oh god please..." his only reply was "not yet". he trailed his right hand down to my inner thighs. he undid my jeans and slid them down my legs. i was now laying on his bed, my wrists handcuffed, my breasts barely still contained in my bra, and my ittly, bitty, see thru thong soaked completly. "mmm...lets get these off u, huh?" he asked me. he first undid the handcuffs, then unclasped my bra and took it off. before i could react he put the handcuffs back on, and slid down my body. he breathed on the wet spot on my thong that was growing every second. i squirmed under the touch. then he grabbed the top of my thong with his teeth and began to slowly pull it off, the whole time slowly using his fingers to stroke around my pussy and my clit. i couldnt stay still. once jack got my thong off he asked me what i wanted. i moaned in reply. "use your words slut...your words" i could barely breathe with out cumming, let alone speak "oh god jack...i want your fingers in me, and your mouth and your teeth and your tounge working me till i cant stop cummi-" the pleasure that i felt as he slipped two fingers in me was enough to make me stop breathing. after just a minute of fingering me, he replaced his fingers with his tounge, but he barely touched it to me. "JACK!!" i screamed "oh my god...lick me...lick my clit...fuck me with your tounge..." jack held my hips down with his arms so i wouldnt buck away from his touch, and i could only feel the pressure building up inside me. he took one arm off of me and began to massage my clit like i would to mastrubate...at the saem time he shoved his tounge into my pussy, in and out, in and out, as hard and fast as he could. "shit. jack, im gonna" i didnt finish my sentence but instead i screamed out my orgasm...the whole time jack kept licking me and sucking me bring me to a second, third, and finally, a fourth orgasm.
he then entered me with his dick and we fucked the rest of the day and the whole night. that day i had atleast 30 orgasms, mostly from his tounge and fingers, ut the g-spot/clit orgasms he gave me from sex me from sex were most deffenitly the best...
well, i hope you like...its one of my favorite =) lemme kno what u thought