Reality Check!!
Well today really sucked! I was supposed to spend some time with Ron but that didnt happen b/c fuckin Ruby Tuesday apparently is more important than me! I dont understand how you can be so important to someone yet when it comes time to actually spend time together going in to work on your day off matters more! Well that was a bit of a reality check for me! I guess I shouldnt have fooled myself into thinking I was something special!! Well onto another subject before I get depressed again! Tomorrow is Christmas Eve and I get to see all of my family! Then comes Dillons first Christmas! well I dont have a lot to write b/c well if I did most of it would be bitching about today and how upset I am!