Why?
Why is it that a man can screw someone over and then tell them he doesent love them anymore after they have already proposed and you have a baby by them yet they think that 9 months later they still have the right to spy on you and want to know everything about your life! I mean come on I am over you Jeff and I have moved on, Why dont you quit being such an ass and do the same! You treated me like shit b/c supposedly you didnt love me yet if you didnt love me why are you still obsessed with what I do! Well just to let you know everything I am doing GREAT! I have MY little boy and I couldnt be happier, I have a man who is the complete opposite of you and hes a total sweetie! You will never amount to half the man that he is. I am going back to school and making something of my life which is more than I can say for you! By May this year I will have my own place and not living in my parents basement like you will be for the rest of your life! And yes the reason I am saying this is because I know you are reading it and because its true! So if you wanna know anything else grow some balls and just ask me because until you do I will just keep letting everyone know how much of a coward you are and how pathetic you are to have to check my profile every day to see what I am up to!
Anyways, school was a waste today we did absolutely nothing at all and it was pointless to even go in there. I was hoping to see Ron tonight but I am exhausted and he closes at work plus me and Fallon didnt do anything either! I really wish I didnt have to wait until Friday to see him but tomorrow he has to work and I have this big family thing. I just wanna kiss him again or fall asleep in his arms. It would be the most amazing feeling in the world to wake up in his arms!
Shortly after midnight
into your room I go
And stand there gazing down at you
with eyes that love you so
Your head upon the pillow
your arms down at your side
Your lips in a faint smile
then next to you I slide
I kiss your eyelids softly
run fingers through your hair
I feel your breath upon me
do you know I'm there?
I put my arms around you
and hold you, oh so near
I whisper of my love for you
although you cannot hear
I cherish ev'ry moment as
I hold you close, my dear
For time goes by so quickly
and morning's almost near
Tho' you won't know I've been there
with you throughout the night
My love for you is ever close....
as darkness is to light
Well I am gonna try to stay awake long enough to talk to Ron for a little while but I gotta feed Dillon first! Tomorrow is his first real holiday!! ~~Night all~~
Anyways, school was a waste today we did absolutely nothing at all and it was pointless to even go in there. I was hoping to see Ron tonight but I am exhausted and he closes at work plus me and Fallon didnt do anything either! I really wish I didnt have to wait until Friday to see him but tomorrow he has to work and I have this big family thing. I just wanna kiss him again or fall asleep in his arms. It would be the most amazing feeling in the world to wake up in his arms!
Shortly after midnight
into your room I go
And stand there gazing down at you
with eyes that love you so
Your head upon the pillow
your arms down at your side
Your lips in a faint smile
then next to you I slide
I kiss your eyelids softly
run fingers through your hair
I feel your breath upon me
do you know I'm there?
I put my arms around you
and hold you, oh so near
I whisper of my love for you
although you cannot hear
I cherish ev'ry moment as
I hold you close, my dear
For time goes by so quickly
and morning's almost near
Tho' you won't know I've been there
with you throughout the night
My love for you is ever close....
as darkness is to light
Well I am gonna try to stay awake long enough to talk to Ron for a little while but I gotta feed Dillon first! Tomorrow is his first real holiday!! ~~Night all~~