The Death of You...and me

[sexcatdana]

I'm going to miss you, my friend. I'm going to miss all the fun we've had and could've had together. I'm going to miss the warmth you always gave me. I'm going to miss those evil eyes, the scars I gave you in the heat of our passion together... I'm going to miss your voice, your laugh, your words... I'm going to miss your family. I'm going to miss everything about you. Tonight I felt our death, I felt the way I felt at my grandfather's viewing, the silence, the tears...the goodbyes. And it hurts so much to know you and I are no longer an "us" and that you and I will never be an "us"...that you and I will not see or speak to each other for a very long time. And if we lose touch just know that I'll see you in heaven. You will always be in my heart. I will always love you. I'm sorry I can't be a friend to you without hurting myself in the process. I wish the very best for you in life, love, career... I hope that you get everything you ever wanted and so much more, because you deserve it.

I love you so much. Please take care...

This is my last goodbye...