this week is weird...
Hello all. It's wednesday and this morning me and my two best friends cut out second period to walk all through decoto. It was awesome. We got yelled at numerous times. Tomorrow is short periods because there is an assembly on bi-racial relationships. Friday is a half day. Emily and her boyfriend are going to be messing around all day so i think me and monique should sleep over or do something cool like that. I went to her house yesterday. It was fun. We danced and watched our boyfriends on the drivethru dvd. Monique is mother fucking stupid-if you havent noticed. I dont know what to say to her. It just makes me so sad and mad. If i had a switch blade (which I do have) and the ass hole bastard fuck was somewhere close by, he would get a cheap castration. I love mo. I just wish she would learn...she doesnt deserve this shit. She deserves to be happy and she hasnt been happy in hella long and if she was it was falsly brought upon by nonchelant cheating bastards who made her believe things were okay. Everyone should just get their shit together and grow up a little and realize the mistakes they're making. We're all growing up here and we're all so immature to a lot of things. Just decide what you want and then decide whats good for you and for those you care about and make your decisions that way instead of just letting your crazy fucked up head get away with all this bullshit. No one is a bad person for being confused...if everyone would start thinking...no one would be hurt right now and this whole situation would be diminished. I have a snickers. Sorry about all this...im just sad right now because my life keeps repeating itself and we're all growing up and growing apart and I just want things to be okay before it all ends so we dont have to look back on the whole experience as something to regret.
ashleigh
ashleigh