And time stopped this clearest day....left me here to waste away...

[sexbondagekidsx]

Im in class with monique. Its a good day despite the obvious fact the entire school and possibly even all of union city smells like cow minuer. I walked out my front door this morning and was attacked by fumes. It was disgusting. For lunch me and monique have a lemon lime soda that we're sharing and that's it. Maybe we'll talk some poor friend of ours into buying us a joint twix. Hmm? Hmm. This day drags and theres nothing to talk about.
*I open my eyes but nothings in focus,
I'll drink my death in small doses.
Swallowed whole, the pain subsides,
numbness lends itself to suicide.
Left alone, in my empty life,
you could cut the silence with a knife.
And all your empty lines have backfired, I'd tear you limb from limb but I"m too tired.
And time stopped this clearest day
left me here to waste away
Tear my flesh back from my bones
the things I do when I'm alone.
And these fist-fulls of pills that I choke down,
if chased with enough rum maybe I"ll drown.
You left me on the floor at the scene of my fall,
the blood stained a once white wall.
And all that I have tried has backfired,
I'd pick myself up but I"m too tired.
And all your empty lines have backfired,
I'd tear you limb from limb but i"m too tired.
And time stopped this clearest day
left me here to waste away.
Tear my flesh back from my bones,
the things I do when I'm alone.*
-The Scene of my Fall-
Yeah...I'm tired...have a nice day.
ashleigh