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ever felt depressed or sad and felt like such a lame emo jerk that you get even more depressed and sad? yeah i'm in one of those ruts. also, i look around at some of the really difficult, horrible situations people i know are in/have been in, and i think, what the fuck am i complaining about? oh the guilt...can you tell i was raised catholic? in other news, i'm sick. again. i have been continually sick due to my ears/sinuses continually for the past 3 (nearly 4) months. i have pretty much consistently been on some sort of cocktail of amphetamines (decongestants), corticosteroids, antibiotics, pain medication the entire time. no wonder my mood is so fucked up. i just don't wanna be sick anymore.