Oct 09, 2004 14:01
Ive never felt so lonley in my life.i miss amanda.and then my love life is faling apart.everyones always judgging me and the guy i really like *Brendan*.doesnt like me.and likes another gurl.even thow hes a really big player he was 1 guy tht treated me normally.now he like hates me.im in a fight with my dad.i want to swich schools.im tired of everything.it wod be better if i just fuking died.not tht i wod comet suicide.but maybe got into a car azadent or some crazy shit liek tht.i wouldnt have to live threw all of this.uh.ive cried the whole day today.i wiish.that my life would get beter but it hasnt..boys break my <3hearts..it hurts badly 2.ive never liked a guy this much..my life is falling apart.these days i live i cant wait but die.
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manda i miss you love.