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Uff.. ma zah cohev li ahshav.
Let me tell u a story.
On the first day of school I turned to my right in one of my classes and saw a VERY hawt guy. I automatically liked him cuzz .. duh hes hawt. Then he asked to borrow my pencil so i gave it to him trying to act kool and all. Freakin a. He never gave me that pencil back! Anyways, as the months went by i realized how much i liked him. His hawtness was just to hawt to handle and it turned out that some of the peps in his group are like my frends so i figured YAY. 2 MONTHS went by and i still liked him. The next week i found out he just asked one of my frends out. WONDERFUL. JUST FUCKIN WONDERFUL. So i got over that because me and this kid didnt really talk. So them ONE MONTH AND 2 WEEKS GOES By righhhhhht.. and me ocourse i still like him. So we stat to get closer to talk more and now it has been 4 months and i am completel HEAD OVER HEELS FOR THIS GUY. i talk to him atleast twice a day and we do everything together and we talk about everything. and u know wat i cant deal with it anymore. i just cant. He loves his gf and she loves him and i cant do this. I hate this. I really do. Its been 4 months and until today i havent got my pencil back. J/K. No, I really didnt ever get my penil back but thats not the point.. its the fact that now i look at him and i feel something that i havent felt i atleast 6 months and it hurts so much. It realy does hurt me right now and my best frend Julie is no where to be found.. she is in Big Bear with no reception and im dying inside and i cant tell her. YOOOOOOOOOOOO. OOOOOFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. NEEMAS LEE CVAR ME HA HARA HAZEH. ani mamash rotzah otoh.Its ok.. im gonna ignore him after tomorrow. it over. its all over. by the way happy new years.. live life a little. go to a club and have fun. if u r at home for new years im gonna freakin slap u.. u betta be partyin until 8 in the morning. i love my maya<3 more than ull ever know..... my twin is my utterly fabulous partner in whoreness/bitchyness<3
for new years all i want is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
FIGURE THAT OUT HOES<3 Happy new years<3