Bad/Good day. My fortune said my impossible dream will come true. If having my crush hate me is my impossible dream, then yes it did come true.
No one appreciates people liking them anymore. I do. I just never experienced it. So yeah im a little obsessed my yearbook says. True I guess and theres nothing wrong with that and I think its one of my talents to love someone no matter what. I still like him :) thats how I am I dont give up that easy.
That wasnt very pleasant. I was expecting his message to be special and I wanted it alot. But that didnt work. It was just something terrible. Not a surprise I shouldnt expect guys that love my friends and hate me to write something wonderful.
Then I went to TCBY and Vons with Javs, Diana, Pooja, Michaela, and myself. It was pleasant. I took some pictures Ill put them on in a few days whenever I get them developed. I took a really cute one with my yearbook. I also took a picture with a watermelon and a shopping cart because Im cooler like that. That was fun I love those people and Im sad that I didnt go with Lindsay though but I couldnt find her *tear tear*
Then I went to the mall and I went to the Nordstrom sale and realized how I want to be different. I wanted to buy some nerd glasses and some plaid shoes. My mom said I was too "cute" and I should be more stylish like Shay. I dont know but Im thinking about getting a new look for summer. But thats what I did last year and I came back as a poser. Oh well Im pretty happy with myself now besides the fact that the one guy I heart really hates me times 3593563. I shouldve been more careful or sent more chain letters. I walked under a ladder today ...I have all the bad luck I can have.
I hope you read this. It really makes you know me alot more. Bye, love?
- Man Bitch