baaah. f00ker.
Woke up. Got dressed. Did my makeup. Emailed Chris. Got a hot chocolate. Went to school.
Bah, school sucked. Lexi told me ALL FUCKING WEEK that if I do something, she’s ok with it (not like it’d fucking matter if she wasn’t!) and then today outta nowhere she gave me a fucking note saying a bunch of shit like that I shouldn’t do something because if I do my life will go down the wrong road and that I care too much for Chris and that he means too much to me and blahblahblah. FUCK YOU.
Its just fucking bullshit, I mean..you don’t say that you’re ok with something and then contradict yourself. If you’re going to contradict yourself and bitch at me and shit…don’t fucking talk to me. And how the hell do I care about Chris too much and how does he mean too much to me? Aren't you supposed to care for someone a lot and have them mean a lot to you after you've been together for awhile? Fucking idiot.
And you said that I shouldn’t be mad at you for saying what nobody else would, and that you don’t deserve my anger…WELL, mother fucker, YOU DEFINITELY DO DESERVE MY ANGER. First off, you lied to me by saying it was ok with you. Second off, you told people that you aren’t the bad guy in this and that I’m mad at you for telling “the painful truth.” Ahh yes…that was the painful truth, eh? AWESOME. Too bad I only saw it as a sign of lying to me and trying to feel better about yourself by being a bitch to me about something I wanna do…so thanks. :/
Btw ~> my other friends don’t care what I do, as long as it makes me happy. You fucking said that at one point but I guess it doesn’t matter since you’re a hypocrite and a contradictory person.
AGAIN BTW ~> I DO think you’re a whore. You do things with guys you aren’t with, like make out with them and grope them and YOU JACKED SETH OFF. If that isn’t whore-like, what is? And all jacking Seth off got you was depression and denial. Hey, I might do things, but it’s only with ONE person and that person is CHRIS. And we’ve been together awhile, and we love each other (more than I can say for the situation with you and seth.) oh..lemme guess..you’re probably gonna call me a bitch, right? WELL, my friend, SORRY BUT I GUESS THIS WAS “THE PAINFUL TRUTH.” Mother fucker.
oh, and it kinda looks all...special&neat with the capitals and shiat because i typed it in word..i kept getting kicked off. just so ya know. ;)