Castles dont have phones, asshole!
Lost my Rocky Horror virginity tonight. Lots of fun, glad i went, and maybe next time I go I'll know more of what to do/say/yell/thow in the air.
So as it turns out, college is a teensy bit overwhelming. Theres just so much stuff to do and so many people to meet that I dont even know where to begin. Its been fun though, and I have met some kids that I like so its all good. Im just being neurotic and wondering if maybe I shouldn't be trying harder or doing more or being more outgoing-- but its like I finally have figured out who I am and I'm so set with that that whats going on outside doesnt phase me so much anymore. At least, until I start wondering if maybe im just fucking everything up and ruining my chance to begin fresh. oh well. Once classes start and I have something solid in my life I think I'll feel a whole lot better. In the meantime, life is good and I'm enjoying it, but i still miss everyone at home. Its hard to leave people you are just so comfortable with. But I love where I'm at and im sure it will start feeling like home very soon..
So as it turns out, college is a teensy bit overwhelming. Theres just so much stuff to do and so many people to meet that I dont even know where to begin. Its been fun though, and I have met some kids that I like so its all good. Im just being neurotic and wondering if maybe I shouldn't be trying harder or doing more or being more outgoing-- but its like I finally have figured out who I am and I'm so set with that that whats going on outside doesnt phase me so much anymore. At least, until I start wondering if maybe im just fucking everything up and ruining my chance to begin fresh. oh well. Once classes start and I have something solid in my life I think I'll feel a whole lot better. In the meantime, life is good and I'm enjoying it, but i still miss everyone at home. Its hard to leave people you are just so comfortable with. But I love where I'm at and im sure it will start feeling like home very soon..