Feb 15, 2005 17:42
reading lj entries from Ross and Mitch made me realize how long its been since i've connected with anyone back at Wootton, other than arianna ofcourse who is my lifeline and for some reason still puts up with me. Its odd how livejournal lets you feel connected to people with out all the hassels of actual communication or the awkwardness of trying to "reconnect". I'm swinging by D.C. over my spring break and I find myself wondering how everyone has changed in these last two years (my god has it really been that long?). I still remember everyone as they were sophmore year, but Im sure we're all vastly different people now.. strange to think about.
But anyway, i had a point to make, for once. I was reading these entries and I couldnt help thinking, thank god, someone else feels as isolated and stuck and ready to be out of high school as I do. Its not that I'm lonely, gone are the 'nobody likes me and I have no friends' days of teenage insecurity (thank god!), its just that I feel a little cut off from everyone. I'm not really super close with any of my friends, and frankly i just think its time for new people, a new setting, new ideas, ect. I'm stagnating, and clostrophobia is sure to ensue..
but anyway, ignore me as i ramble. i have a 4 day weekend and a plane ticket to Boston ahead of me. I have no reason at all to complain. Hooray for hanging out with crazy music kids!