i hate myself
i dont know why but i hate myself lately.....to me it seems like im always being a bitch to someone and i hate it.......cuz im tried of losing my friends...i know ive been a bitch to a few ppl and im sorry i dont mean anything by it...but if i did u would know...i hate this year.....its been bad from the start the only good thing was i got my best friend back....school sucks ass it gets lame and boring after awhile.....and being at home all the time doesnt help......all i want to go to somewhere else for the fucking weekend.....leave 2night and come back sunday night.....im sittin here bored as fuck with the blinds open on all windows of my house playing powerman 5000.....everytime the weekend roles around im stuck at home with nothing to do.....my bro is always gone to rosies....carlos is always off somewhere....and my gay mom is working....WTF kind of bullshit is that but its all good cuz sometimes i go off somewhere with carlos <3....i need a fucking car so i get out of this damn house.....i got like a yr b4 i can drive...fhdslsakjkfashgfsgafjks.....if ive been a bitch to u tell me.....thats all....oh yea i started working on some story thingy cuz i got bored...its retarted. i cant spell