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[sex_onthe_beach]

wow. its really fucking cold. i like go to bed at night in layers of sweatpants and sweatshirts cause the heater in my room broke, so all that keeps me alive is my ghetto like 4' by 4' heated blanket lol. sad times, then our heater at work broke or something today so we like froze to death. i gave in to the cupcake today, it was pure pleasure, i think that everyone needs to go to jills cakes cause their one dollar cupcakes are out of this world, it like added an extra fat layer under my skin to keep me warm today. class was eh, that really creepy guy that i almost hit last week always smiles at me from across the room and it was really really scary. hes like in his 30's and he tells me how pretty i smell and how it like trails behind me??? not to mention all the creepy stares and smiles, THEN last week after class i went to my car and i was pulling out of the parking lot and he like came out of the shadows WITH A GRIN and i like almost hit him cause i got really really scared and spazzed out haha,yea.....thats what i get for going to mission right? my mommy had her other test today and it went really well, they actually let her drink tea which is the first thing shes drank in like 2 months, so hopefully she goes in for the tube to come out in a few days and she can start eating again, shes seriously down to 125, shes lost like 25 pounds in the past two months, and now she weighs as much as me, its so weird when i look at her i see me so much, she looks good and shes feeling so much better than before thank god.
ok i wanna have a movie night. and i wanna get drunk. and i wanna have fun..yep i do

xo's