movin on
you're a big boy work it out. Thats what i thought should happen ever since i joined the navy its not easy being away from everyone. I didn't think that being away would make me home sick; honestly in my uniform i feel infuckingvinsable. Then i have days like today where I'm off of work and off of my base and not in uniform it makes me feel like I'm naked like a child thats lost his mother and all the feelings that i normally don't feel at all seem to come flooding forth. They didn't tell me how to deal with those, i feel like I'm not normal because i don't hear of or see anyone else going through this kinda thing.I thought that i would miss them for the first few days in boot but not this late in the game, i don't like feeling sad or lonely all the time; i love the navy and its not the navy fault that i feel this way. I don't blame them at all i thank them everyday for letting me in i love it i just wish i could feel better or i could do something to make this feeling go away.