screwed up...
bloody ox of a yr to begin with...
the first month of it and already its looking dreadful and bleak!
Nothing seems to be getting along smoothly on course..
gotten sick... still sick...
bro got warded... still warded...
and his situation keeps switching from good to bad every now and then...
now i'm worried sick...
Poor mom is so drained out from all the worrying and I seriously want some improvement!!
*no words can describe a mother's tears...*
I badly need divine inventions to take place now...
Adding to that,
JH will be leaving for a month at a time every few times this yr and tt is 3 trips and many sad goodbyes... urgh and I haven't had the time to recollect myself. I need help aiding my depressed state. I have no idea why I'm constantly feeling so disconnected from everything and everyone...
fuck it...
the first month of it and already its looking dreadful and bleak!
Nothing seems to be getting along smoothly on course..
gotten sick... still sick...
bro got warded... still warded...
and his situation keeps switching from good to bad every now and then...
now i'm worried sick...
Poor mom is so drained out from all the worrying and I seriously want some improvement!!
*no words can describe a mother's tears...*
I badly need divine inventions to take place now...
Adding to that,
JH will be leaving for a month at a time every few times this yr and tt is 3 trips and many sad goodbyes... urgh and I haven't had the time to recollect myself. I need help aiding my depressed state. I have no idea why I'm constantly feeling so disconnected from everything and everyone...
fuck it...