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so latly i've been thinking a lot about WHY? you know when your 5 year old and to every statment or question or answer said you always wanted to know why? well thats i how i feel... why wont richard leave me alone? why cant i find sumone decant whos not an asshole and who actually treats me with respect? why cant i stop fuckign every guy? why cant i want to go to school and do well in life? why cant i just fucking give a shit?? i dont know if any of you know how i'm feeling i jstu dont understand anything right now... so i still havnt made ne friends in morrpark yet... am i that ugly?? lol no its jstu cause i'm too hott and everyones afraid of me, lol yea thats it...
so this weekend i'm goin to mammoth with my family... my brothers evern coming... hes already here, hes watching fuckign sports on my tv and thats why i'm updating.. lol... but i'm kinda over it b/c i dont really have ne thiong fun to say... talk to you all on saunday... call my cell whyile i'm gone and leave me fun messages thanx guys!!! mwaaaaaaaahhhhhh