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Yeah right now...I'm feeling well pretty damn shitty. I don't know I just don't feel good about myself anymore, I'm trying to change myself for other people, it's not like I want to but it seems nobody likes me for just me anymore. I mean my boyfriend for example I care about him alot, but he's never home and I never get to talk to him and it seems as if he doesn't want to do anything with me like go out and shit, but he will hang out with me at his house. I mean after getting hurt, trusting people has been very hard. I get emotional to attached and envolved to quickly, I want to find love, and I hope love finds me. I know I'm only 15 but these are the years that will emotionally alter the person who I'll be in a few years. I just always have that feeling like I will NEVER be good enough, when i try so hard....