Oct 16, 2005 17:25
So nothing seems right anymore. I am a failure i feel like. I am so stressed out man! This shit just isnt even cool.
First I have work which really sucks because they have me working all the time. I think i am just going to start working on my homework whenever i am working. Because i am always working the week nights and its never buisy so i am just going to start studying really hard there.
Then I have three AP classes. And damn let me tell you that was a big ass mistake on my part. AP Psychology is easy. I am passing that class with flying colors. but English and USHistory I am not to sure about if you know what i mean. Like i dont know what i was thinking when i did it. I am almost about to quite my job if my grades dont pop up some. maybe i should i dont know.
then since i get so stressed all the time me and tyler are always arguing. now i love him to death. I mean i would die if i lost him. LIke i dont even think i can stress it enough or anything at all. like there is something about him. that i have not ever felt for a guy. and i know your all probably like oh thats a bunch of bullshit. but man i am for real. i really do love tyler. yall wait ten years down the road from now. yall will see us and we will still be together and still be happy. we only argue because he gets pissed because of how much i stress myself. and then i get pissed at him for getting pissed at me. and yeah it just really sucks. but we ALWAYS end up making up. because we cant possibly stay mad at eachother..
soo yeah i have some things i need to go do. so i will add more later....