everytime you breathe i hope you think of me... <3
Oh man i am in such a good mood. i dont know why either. just lately nothing bothers me. and i just dont care what anyone thinks of me. i am really happy though. i dont know. it sucks that i cant talk about it. because we dont want the drama starting. but it has to do with a guy. and i am soooo soooo happy. but anyways this weekend has been pretty crunk lol. on friday i was going to go and hang out with mike but we ended up just hanging out for a couple of minutes but i guess its all good right? i had fun lol. i guess. i wish we could have hung out more. so maybe we'll hang out sometime this week.
saturday i was supposed to work a twelve volume. but anyways i got in and it was dead. like we werent buisy at all. it kind of sucked but its all good. then around twoish threeish sean said that all the volumes were cut. so i went home and cleaned my car. then later on saturday i went to the movies with jerome mom and sister. and we saw star wars which was a really good movie by the way lol. it was pretty crunk. then after that i went and chilled with charlene and madison at charlenes house. we ended up going to a party over at jrs house. but it wasnt really a party it was more of a little get together. and yeah it was really boring. and it kind of sucked because they you could tell didnt want us there. so we just chilled for a bit then finally we decided to go to wendys and we whent to wendys and yeah that was pretty crunk lol. i dont know i wish that when we went to partys they were actual parties. they werent just a group of three people trying to get shitfaced. and not do anything. it was boring. i was really bummed out. so we decided to go. i was hoping it was going to be a party with like a whole shit load of people. but when i saw that there was only one car outside. and that we were going and chilling in jrs room that it wasnt really a party at all. but i guess not right. but anyways we just whent back to her house. and watched television. thats about it. then this morning... i came home. and yeah i have just been chillin around the house. being lazy. i have to go to work at three to pick up my tipshare. but yeah i guess that will be fun. since it is money. i am going to get my tipshare. then take the money and deposit it in the bank account. but yeah. i am really bummed out because we may not be going to the beach next weekend which really sucks. so i think i am going to be sad if we dont go lol. i dont know....
but yeah i really like this guy. and he now knows that i like him. and we starting to talk but i dont know. i have liked him for the longest time. and yeah i have never said anything to anyone because yeah well i didnt want the drama to start so. i told my bestest friend bryana and she talked to him. and i found out that he likes me too... but i dont know. i am not going to just tell everyone because then all the drama starts and i hate that shit. so i think me and him decided that we are going to just keep it on the dl that we are talking. and then bring it more out during the summer. which is perfectly fine with me. i guess. but yeah....
anyways i am glad that me and charlene and madison are starting to hang out more. we are all becoming pretty good friends. but yeah... well i guess i will add more later on....
saturday i was supposed to work a twelve volume. but anyways i got in and it was dead. like we werent buisy at all. it kind of sucked but its all good. then around twoish threeish sean said that all the volumes were cut. so i went home and cleaned my car. then later on saturday i went to the movies with jerome mom and sister. and we saw star wars which was a really good movie by the way lol. it was pretty crunk. then after that i went and chilled with charlene and madison at charlenes house. we ended up going to a party over at jrs house. but it wasnt really a party it was more of a little get together. and yeah it was really boring. and it kind of sucked because they you could tell didnt want us there. so we just chilled for a bit then finally we decided to go to wendys and we whent to wendys and yeah that was pretty crunk lol. i dont know i wish that when we went to partys they were actual parties. they werent just a group of three people trying to get shitfaced. and not do anything. it was boring. i was really bummed out. so we decided to go. i was hoping it was going to be a party with like a whole shit load of people. but when i saw that there was only one car outside. and that we were going and chilling in jrs room that it wasnt really a party at all. but i guess not right. but anyways we just whent back to her house. and watched television. thats about it. then this morning... i came home. and yeah i have just been chillin around the house. being lazy. i have to go to work at three to pick up my tipshare. but yeah i guess that will be fun. since it is money. i am going to get my tipshare. then take the money and deposit it in the bank account. but yeah. i am really bummed out because we may not be going to the beach next weekend which really sucks. so i think i am going to be sad if we dont go lol. i dont know....
but yeah i really like this guy. and he now knows that i like him. and we starting to talk but i dont know. i have liked him for the longest time. and yeah i have never said anything to anyone because yeah well i didnt want the drama to start so. i told my bestest friend bryana and she talked to him. and i found out that he likes me too... but i dont know. i am not going to just tell everyone because then all the drama starts and i hate that shit. so i think me and him decided that we are going to just keep it on the dl that we are talking. and then bring it more out during the summer. which is perfectly fine with me. i guess. but yeah....
anyways i am glad that me and charlene and madison are starting to hang out more. we are all becoming pretty good friends. but yeah... well i guess i will add more later on....