Apr 07, 2005 15:50
UGH i seriously just dislike independence
no one really understands either. Like everyone hates me and i am so confused why. i hate going into independence because I know so many people dont like me for no god damn reason.
AND there is this girl I dont even know her name. she well you know of course doesnt like me like the rest of the school and she calls me a skinny little whore. and tells people that i have slept around. and that i am bitch. and I am sick of it. because I am not a little whore. yeah i am skinny but deal with it. thats not your problem that i am skinny so leave me alone about it. I AM NOT A WHORE at all. I dont go sleeping around. I am not that type of person. AND IF YOULL WOULD GET THE CHANCE TO KNOW ME YOU WOULD REALIZE THAT I AM NOT ANY OF THOSE THINGS. And like every other person yes I can be a bitch. I am not going to deny it. Everybody can be a bitch sometime in there life. so whatever dont judge me on that. I am just sick of it. because seriously no one gives me the time and day to see if i am what the rumors say. and pretty damn most of the time. I AM NOT!
Anyways I have no one that sticks up for me when someone talks shit about me.... EXCEPT JARED and DANNIELLE... i believe they are the only people. alex doesnt say shit. samantha heather....they dont say shit. but whatever it doesnt really matter. I dont care. at least I got two people. and its just frustrating..
And I cant get a damn parking pass because I am a sophmore and I have to talk to mr beasdon about it. and he is a bitch and not going to let me get it. its very frustrating so i am just going to keep parking in visitor parking. and if they keep giving me tickets so be it. I am not going to pay them. Its just a waste of their time. but yeah... I am just having a bad day. well yeah and when i drive alex tells me how to drive. I believe I know how to drive. if i didnt know how to drive i wouldnt have my license. and yeah I dont know
I am just sick of it all right now. I have had a really bad day. but ohwell. Its all good. Anyways today I really didnt do anything. I just sort of yeah went to classes and I took briana home. and yeah. well I dont know I dont like taking people home. So yeah. its fine jared just because he is chill and he doesnt tell me how to drive. and we talk. but alex is annoying and he tells me how to drive and I dont like it. I am the one driving I will do whatever I want whether you like it or not.